I took care of my 85-year-old neighbor

But it did.

More than I wanted to admit.

Because I had no idea what family was supposed to feel like.

Maybe it felt like sitting in a warm living room beside an old woman insulting your haircut while pretending not to notice you finally looked less lonely.

Then one morning, I found her dead.

She didn’t answer the door.

I used the spare key.

The television still played quietly in the background.

A cup of tea sat cold beside her chair.

And Mrs. Rhode sat perfectly still.

I knew immediately.

Still, I crossed the room and whispered her name anyway.

Then I dropped beside her chair and cried harder than I had cried in years.

Part 3

The pounding on my front door the next morning dragged me out of exhausted sleep.

I opened it looking half-dead.