while your husband admits he wasn’t protecting you from stress.
He was protecting himself from your reaction.
That distinction changed everything.
Two months later, Maren came for dinner.
She brought baby Theo.
Adrian hovered around the car seat like a first-time grandfather handling a bomb with cheeks.
Watching him, I felt two things at once.
Anger for the months he stole from me.
Grief for the twenty-five years he lost with her.
Both were allowed.
Maren stood inside our unfinished nursery for a long time.
“She’ll be lucky,” she said.