My parents refused to care for my younger kids while I tended to my oldest with leukemia; I called my ex-husband, but he said: “You’re just a poor writer, deal with it”

mothers that month, neither of them whole.

In the mornings, I drove home down Route 9 to make pancakes and answer Theo’s questions.

“When is Kora coming home?”

He asked every day with the patience of a child who still believes adults know everything.

“Is she coming home for my birthday? Can she still be my partner for the science fair?”

I gave him the truth in pieces small enough to swallow.

I hated doing it.

Wyatt didn’t ask questions.

He became clingy instead, wrapping himself around my leg every