My parents refused to care for my younger kids while I tended to my oldest with leukemia; I called my ex-husband, but he said: “You’re just a poor writer, deal with it”

small gray date and time.

Something about it caught in my mind.

I didn’t investigate that night.

I was exhausted, Kora needed her four o’clock medication, and exhaustion wins over suspicions.

But that timestamp stayed with me.

A few nights later, Kora spiked a fever.

The dangerous kind.

The kind that empties a room of calm and fills it with gloves.

Her temperature climbed.

The monitor changed.

For two hours, everybody avoided saying the word that sat in the room with us anyway.

I needed someone at home.

Anyone.

Because