My parents refused to care for my younger kids while I tended to my oldest with leukemia; I called my ex-husband, but he said: “You’re just a poor writer, deal with it”

one.

I had learned the difference.

Life became smaller and warmer afterward.

Exactly the direction I wanted.

The royalties from From Ashes gave me something I had never had in adulthood.

Room to breathe.

Not yachts.

Room.

I put money into accounts with Theo and Wyatt’s names on them so no child of mine would someday be told there wasn’t enough.

I kept the small house.

The good tree.

I kept writing.

Mornings now instead of three in the morning.

Still in pencil.

Still on yellow legal pads.

Some things