Seven years after our divorce, I went to my ex-wife’s house on Christmas Eve to apologize. But when she opened the door, a little boy appeared behind her with eyes that looked exactly like mine.

tighten.

Blue-gray.

Exactly like mine.

“Who are you?” he asked.

“I’m Ivan,” I said. “I used to know your mother.”

That was technically true, though painfully incomplete.

There had been a time when I knew how Jessi liked her coffee, which song she hummed while cooking dinner, and why she always left one lamp glowing whenever I was deployed.

The boy noticed the Army patch stitched onto my coat.

“Were you a soldier?”

“Yes.”

His face brightened with obvious curiosity, but Jessi quickly asked him to check the cookies in