I have made up for with time.
Attention.
And love.
The hydrangeas line the back fence.
I started with three bushes and now have nine.
Two of them I propagated myself from cuttings, which took far more patience than I expected.
They bloom blue, white, and sometimes a dusty purple that I have spent years trying to reproduce.
Every July, when they are at their best, I stand there and think they may be the most beautiful thing I have ever created with my own hands.
The front lawn belongs