My parents refused to care for my younger kids while I tended to my oldest with leukemia; I called my ex-husband, but he said: “You’re just a poor writer, deal with it”

she became peaceful in a way I knew was not the good kind of peaceful.

I climbed into the bed carefully around the lines and held her the way I had on the first morning of her life, when she was furious and red and I had no idea what I was doing.

Angela was there.

Her shift had ended.

She stayed anyway without making a thing of it, the way she did everything.

When the monitor began to soften and stretch, Angela reached over and turned the volume down